C'est ma vie...

feeling

Now i do realize how lucky and blessed I am to have him in my life. People say things changed after you are married, he won't be the same, he will be ignorant, life will be harder.. yada.. yada..

and I have friends asking me "how's married life? how do you like it?"

and I simply answer them.. "nothing's changed.. i love it, and i enjoy it. " Yes, I do, I really do.

Nothing is really changed except that now we live together, and spend most of the time together, and do things together like we always do. I feel lucky to have him as my lifetime partner, he is not picky, he does things that people say "only women can do it". He would help me do the groceries shopping, cooking, and he even does not mind washing the dishes. Maybe thats also become his habits since we spend so many years in Canada which really make us become so independent.

i miss..

Oh how i miss so many things.. i miss palembang foods, miss home, miss cooking.. yeah.. i miss cooking a lot! i mean like.. A LOT!

iyaaahh.. kalo dihitung², gue tuh udah gak masak sejak 6 bulan terakhir. yaik.. parah ya? duh, jd serem deh takut gak bisa masak lagi ntar.. takut resep yg dulu hafal di luar kepala skrg udah lupa semua. IYA! dulu sih belagu banget, kalo masak jarang banget rajin nulisin resep, biasa ya di coret² aja di kertas, trus kalo gak ya hafal deh.. ini skrg kayanya udah hampir lupa semua.

Ini mulai minggu ini mau mulai masak lagi, rasanya kok mati gaya ya? ditanya narto mau masak apa.. gue gak bisa jawab. PARAH! tp gue jg udah bosen banget makan di luar terus, emang awalnya fun, tp lama² bosen juga dan kantong jd makin tipis deh.. hahaha. ya gak tau, we'll see deh.. malem ini mau ke supermarket bareng dia buat grocery shopping lagi dan start over lagi deh cengo² di supermarket. lol.